Parah parah parah .. February 26, 2007
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PaRah deh… –"
Masa’ baru 2 hari buka bengkung, perutku udah buncit lagi?? Sia-sia donk aku bayar mahal –" (for those who don’t know what ‘bengkung’ is.. itu kain panjang banget yang dililit dari bawah perut sampai dada, yang gunanya untuk ngecilin badan sehabis melahirkan)..
Kayaknya aku udah ngga tahan deh nunggu sampai bulan April untuk mulai akupuntur. Sebel banget ngeliat perut ngegelambir gini.. setiap kali ke mall cari baju, pulang-pulang bukannya seneng tapi malah ‘broken-hearted’ karena bajunya ga ada yang muat. Hhh.. payah banget deh ni negara, diskriminasi banget sama orang gemuk. Susaaaahh banget cari baju, semuanya dibikin "ALL SIZE" which is more to "smALL SIZE" .. Sebenernya maksudnya All Size itu kan.. bisa muat ke semua orang.. nyatanya.. bajunya yg diclaim ALL SIZE itu mungilnya minta ampun. Even di shopping malls, size XLnya itu aja hhh.. more like M to me. Wonder who will fit the "S" or "XS" size.
Ah.. berbahagialah kalian yang punya badan tidak bisa gemuk .. Tidak seperti daku gini.. huhuhu… Semakin melihat diri sendiri di kaca, semakin desperate ..
Someone told me.. "udah lah.. baru juga 1 bulan melahirkan, entar pelan-pelan juga balik.." Nah itulah masalahnya.. pelan-pelan.. sampai kapan?? Cape banget punya badan gemuk. Apalagi aku abis operasi caesar, perut bagian bawah susah banget kecilnya. Sampe sekarang aja masih pake celana hamil. Haiya..
Aku sedih.. duduk sendiri .. mama pergi, papa pergi .. –" Lah kok jadi nyanyi?
Pingin deh punya badan kurus .. Kapan bisanya ya? Ngiri ngeliat ibu-ibu yang udah punya anak tapi badannya masih kurus & masih berbentuk gituh.. Ga kayak aku gini.. abis ngelahirin malah semakin serupa dengan si Doraemon (tanpa kantong ajaib, tapi punya lemak yang ajaib banget banyaknya)..
Aku pingin banget kurus .. Ga tau deh, ga Pe-De aja kalo aku gemuk seperti saat ini. Padahal entar kalo dah kurus juga belum tentu Pe-De. Abis sekurus-kurusnya aku.. masih tergolong besar juga sih.. Tapi mendingan lah, masih bisa muat pake baju yang sizenya XL.. Untuk bisa muat pake baju M-nya sini.. kayaknya impossible banget.
My first goal will be .. lose a minimum of 10kgs in 2 months time.
Hhh… bisa ga ya?
Help me God.. I want to look pretty & slim .. Kok susah ya?
Gong Xi Fa Chai!! February 25, 2007
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Gong Xi Fa Chai!
I know it’s a little bit too late, but better late than never, khan? Hehe..
This was the first Chinese New Year celebration for Emiko. She got a lot of angpaw .. better save them for later use. ^^
I finally got myself a new ‘notebook’ .. a Toshiba M-Satellite. A nice one, with 120 GB HardDisk & 2GB RAM. I sold my old one. The deal was very bad though, but since it was already 4 years old.. udah uzur.. so, we took the best offer which was still very very low.
So, I guess.. this week I will be busy installing programs and everything to my new notebook. Hehehe..
I managed to finish my cousin’s childhood videoclip. I just need to re-burn the CD since the one I burned the other day was not good enough. macet-macet githu lohhh.. Gagap kalo disetel.. –" Yah, anyway, no more editing required. Hutangku lunas sudah.. ^^
Really craving for LoyKee Chicken Rice.. Kapan yah bisa makan itu? Yum yum yum!!
Valentine’s Day February 14, 2007
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Happy Valentine’s Day, everyone…
A friend asked me yesterday morning .. about what I would be doing this Valentine’s Day. I said.. "nothing, probably I will be going to HotShot.."
My answer is definitely right. We did nothing. Catur was sick. We stayed at home .. looking after Emiko .. and I felt very sad looking at Catur’s face. It really broke my heart.
Emiko didn’t cooperate well. She was very very "cerewet" last night. I was very tired PLUS Catur was sick. I felt very bad.. I could not fight my sleepiness and tiredness, I could not wake up for Emiko’s milk time (and yes.. she asked for it once every TWO hours..). Catur was the one who woke up. I’m so sorry, dear.. I just couldn’t help it.
This morning, when he woke up.. He slammed the bathroom door, and as he left for work, again, he slammed our bedroom door. It made me feel very guilty.
When I saw him at the office this morning, he didn’t even smile. He concentrated fully to the chess game he was playing at Yahoo! Games. And yes, I felt very teribble. Oh come on.. stop punishing me like this.. –"
Anyway, happy valentine’s day, my dearest hubby. So sorry for causing you much trouble..
KB .. or .. BirthControl.. or whatever it is called.. February 12, 2007
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Confused .. -.-"
I have to see Dr. Cahyadi this coming Friday .. By then, I should have decided what type of "KB" or "Birth Control" I would like to use.
Until now.. I still don’t have an answer.. -.-"
OraL Contraception.. or PiLLs.. It is a real No-No for me. I am a forgetful person, and Pills have to be taken EVERYDAY.. Besides that, PiLLs can make me gain weight .. I don’t want to be FAT..
Injection.. The doctor said it can make me FAT.. so, another No-No. But, the doc told me, i have to take a shot once only for 3 months period, and after that i just need to use the IUD.
IUD.. or spiral .. oh well.. Think this is the only choice I have. Once it is inside, I only have to check it up once a year, and change it once every 5 years. HOWEVER.. I hate the idea of being "dirogoh-rogoh" .. (can’t find the English word for it, any ideas?) May be because of the traumatic experience when I gave birth to Cedric. I’m too scared of IUD.. –"
Condoms.. I hate it so much! Hehe.. funny isn’t it? Normally the guys will hate them, not the girls.. But me? A-a *shaking my head*.. I HATE IT..
So.. I’m left with the one and only choice.. TUBECTOMY.. or VASECTOMY, which means I would not be able to have kids anymore.. and actually I don’t want to have more kids.. Two is enough .. and I want to travel to a lot of places.. However, my mom and a lot of people disagree with this idea. They say.. "Ah.. You’re still young, how if.. in a couple of years, you change your mind and decide to have another child?" … which is true in some way. We won’t know what will happen in the future..
See? I cannot decide what type of contraception I should take.
It seems unfair. Women are the ones that have to use contraception, with all of the side effects.. Although women have more choices compared to guys.. (hey, they only have 3 choices: condoms, coitus interuptus, and vasectomy).. but women’s contraceptions come with side effects .. 
I really think someone should invent another type of contraceptions which is more comfortable to use and comes with no side effects ..
–” February 10, 2007
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Things are not going well ..
Desperately need someone to talk with .. But if I finally find that person, I don’t know whether I will be able to talk about it or not.
Just feel bored .. so bored ..
I really don’t know what I want .. seriously ..
It’s going up February 10, 2007
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My weight..
It’s going UP instead of going DOWN..
What should I do? –"
Mr. Flood February 7, 2007
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Mr. Flood in Jakarta…
Wakk.. ini dia nih.. tamu yang dateng 5 tahun sekali ke Jakarta, dia nongol lagi. Kekekek.. si Mr. Flood .. alias Banjir yang nyebelin itu datang. Ga tanggung-tanggung lagi, bertamunya lama banget, sampe hampir seminggu. Terus kayaknya si Mr. Flood ini tambah gede badannya, jadi dia bikin semua orang pindah rumah gara-gara dia mau namu di situ. –" Ada yang rumahnya sampe bener-bener kelelep, staffku aja ada yang di dalam rumahnya sampe seleher..
Thanks God, rumah papaku ga sampe masuk ke dalam rumah, walaupun di luar rumah sudah sebetis, di Boulevard Barat sudah sepinggang kemarin ini. Sebelnya… mati lampu .. ouch –" Aku langsung migrasi bawa cedric & emiko ke apartemen. Mendingan lah di apartemen masih dikasih 1 colokan hidup, lampu masih nyala, 1 AC juga masih bisa dihidupin. Jadi masih bisa "menyambung" hidup. Si papa akhirnya beli genset, abisnya kalo engga, ga ada air di dalam rumah. Iih.. si Mr. Flood ini bener-bener bikin susah..
Aku sempet beli indomie termahal … Rp. 80.000 untuk 1 dus isi 40, which means.. harganya 2000 each. Beli sayuran termahal, telur termahal, dan naik gerobak termahal. Dari carrefour sampe apartemenku, si Catur bayar abangnya 200rb. Denger-denger ada orang apartemen yang naik delman dicharge 500 ribu. Buset dah.. orang kena musibah malah tambah disengsarain.. Nyebelin pisannn..
Hari ini semua baru mulai berjalan normal. Listrik udah nyala, di apartemen udah gak pake genset lagi, di rumah papa juga listriknya sudah nyala. Yah, aktifitas sudah bisa berlangsung lagi deh.. Which is good.. Praise God..
Akhirnya, aku ama Catur decide untuk beli perahu karet 2 .. untuk jaga-jaga, just in case si Mr. Flood datang lagi 5 tahun ke depan. Haha.. Kapok ah naik gerobak mahal.. Dipikir-pikir, masih mending punya gerobak daripada mobil mewah.. Hihihi.. punya gerobak bisa diojekin selagi banjir, sedangkan punya mobil mewah malah nyusahin. Buru-buru dipindahin biar tu mobil ga kelelep .. ^^ Apa aku jadi pengusaha gerobag aja ya? Hahaha..
Anyway, semoga si Mr. Flood ga datang lagi.. I really wish..
My wants .. February 1, 2007
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Counting the days.. in about 20 days, I will be able to break free from "The 40-days-after-giving-birth" rules.. Muahahahh..
Oh boy, looks like I want to do a lot of things to pamper myself 
First one is.. ACCUPUNCTURE.. I REALLY need this to get my body back to shape. Unfortunately, my obs-gyn doctor said that I will be able to do this after 4 months after giving birth. Oh my God! That’s a long way to go.. –" Not giving up, I called up the accupuncture doctor.. she said that after 40 days, I will be able to do it. Now I’m confused.. which is the right one. Duu .. "bingung bingung bingung.." May be I’ll stick to my obs-gyn doctor’s opinion.. just to be save… Meanwhile, I’ll just try to try no-rice diet Ervina’s style. She lost 3 kgs in 1 month without eating rice. Will try that.. thanks for the tips, Vin..
Second.. REBONDING or SMOOTHING .. or whatever it is.. Hehe. I hate my "Lion King" hair.. Really need my hair done. Thinking of going to W2 Salon @ Menteng, but after second thought .. I will try the beauty salon across my office first. If this one is not satisfying, then I’ll go to W2.
Third.. BUYING NEW CLOTHES.. Ok Ok. I admit I have to save up for my plans. BUT.. After giving birth, I haven’t lost too much weight (around 7 kgs until today), I need bigger clothes. The old ones just won’t fit. Guess what? It is SO HARD to find big-size clothings in Indonesia. Bener-bener kejem deh sama orang gemuk.. –" .. That is one of the reasons why I need to lose weight ASAP. Really breaks my heart when I see something I like, but it doesn’t come in my size..
Fourth.. TRAVELLING .. Even a picnic will be fine. Destination doesn’t matter really. Puncak/beach/Bandung.. I don’t care. A bit hard though, since I have to take my little prince & princess along. Bakalan kayak pindahan bawaannya. Hehehe..
Fifth.. RE-ESTABLISH MY KINGDOM.. Apa seeh?.. What I mean here is .. go back to my cozy apartment or Cibubur, or wherever.., just the four of us (Catur, me, Cedric & Emiko).. umm.. make that six (plus maid & babysitter :D) where we can really start doing things our way.. According to God’s way of course.
Well.. Kayaknya itu aja deh.. Termasuk banyak gak seeh?
